Episode 25 – What Now? (Part 2)

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 25: What Now? (Part 2).

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about what it means to come out of survival mode after living there for most of my life — even before I met Drew. I’m learning that I don’t have to live in constant fight-or-flight anymore, and I’m slowly starting to believe the hardest sentence of all: I am enough.

I talk about grief, visiting my husband’s grave, and learning how to sit with anxiety instead of letting it control me. From highway anxiety to overstimulation, boundaries, grocery stores, and restaurants — this episode is about recognizing limits, gently pushing some of them, and respecting the ones that need to stay in place.

I also talk honestly about being tired — tired of cruelty disguised as love, tired of being misunderstood — and about the unconditional love I had for my husband and will always carry with me.

I’ve always lived on hope, even knowing disappointment well. And if you need hope right now? I’ve got you.

If you want to reach out, you can text me (I really do mean text — I never answer my phone), email me, or write me. All my contact information is on the front page of DrewInDrag.com.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 26 – Darkest Parts

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 26: Darkest Parts.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about something a fellow trauma survivor asked me recently: Have you tackled the darkest parts yet?
If you’ve lived through trauma, you know exactly what that means. These are the memories you either share only with a therapist — or don’t share at all. The most painful moments. The ones that sit in the dark.

When I was asked that question, my mind immediately filled with those memories. I know them. I’m beginning to share them with my therapist, because I tend to have a “get it all out” mentality. While I’ve shared a lot through my writing, videos, and website, I haven’t shared everything.

This episode is about acknowledging that truth — and what it means to start opening doors that have been closed for a long time.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 27 – DrewInDrag.com

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 27.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about DrewInDrag.com — why I created it and why it matters. I made this site first and foremost for Drew, my late husband, who lived much of his life silenced by conditional love, shame, and the pressure to fit into boxes he was never meant for. All Drew ever wanted was what we all want: to be loved. And I made sure he knew that my love for him was unconditional.

I also made this site for myself. I was silent for 13 years — long enough — and silence was never my natural state. DrewInDrag is where the videos end, but the story continues. The website includes my writing, photos, and videos of Drew and our life together — including his own words about alcoholism, his demons, and his perspective.

If you choose to visit DrewInDrag.com, thank you for listening, for seeing, and for holding space.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 28 – What’s To Come

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 28.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. I have a 25-year background in accounting and operations, a BA in psychology, and a lifelong love of patterns, numbers, and categories. Lynn Logic is the result of all of that colliding.

In this episode, I talk about what’s next. I’m heading to Podcast Movement in Dallas (August 18–21) to learn, connect, and make friends in a world that’s still new to me. I’ve been writing nonstop — Lynn Logic, the beginnings of an autobiography, and the memories that resurface as part of PTSD recovery. My life has been full of spectacular mishaps, wild adventures, and moments you couldn’t plan for — and I’m finally writing them all down.

My plan is evolving as I recognize patterns (especially in social media), but I do know this: I have dreams again. I’ll still release Lynn Logic episodes, just at a slower pace, with more room to play with visuals, scenes, and storytelling.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Hi! Lynn again.

This is Lynn Logic — Episode 52: Let’s Talk About Sex…Baby, and this is the Season 2 Finale.

In this episode, I break down why sex has never equaled love for me, how women are conditioned to view sex differently, and how control, ownership, and societal expectations distort what should be personal and free. I talk about intimacy, libido, trauma, loyalty, boundaries, and what it means to reclaim your body and your choices after a lifetime of being told what you “should” want.

I also reflect on time, growth, freedom, and the wild fact that I built a library of 400+ videos and 1,200+ subscribers in six months—while still operating at 43% of my potential.

This is honest, funny, blunt, and unapologetically Lynn.

Chin Up. Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Hi! Lynn again.

This is Lynn Logic – Episode 29: Nice People Unite!

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic, a survivor of a blood clot in my brain, and someone with 25 years in accounting and operations plus a BA in psychology. I love patterns, numbers, and categories—and Lynn Logic is where all of that meets humor and honesty.

In this episode, I talk about bad people—not petty bad, not evil bad, but the kind who choose to be selfish, manipulative, and exhausting. The gaslighters. The narcissists. The Dicks and the Karens. I break down how to spot them, why humor helps, and how Banana (my mom) and I have turned them into an entire imaginary children’s book series just to cope.

But this isn’t really about them.

It’s about nice people. The ones who choose kindness even when it takes more energy than being mean. I talk about why being nice makes me happy, why I protect that part of myself, and how showing your spine isn’t the same as being cruel. Sometimes you absorb the hits. Sometimes you ruminate. And sometimes—it’s spine-o-clock.

Nice people, unite.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye.

Hi! Lynn again.

This is Lynn Logic – Episode 30: Intentional Hedonism.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. I also have a 25-year work history in accounting and operations, a BA in psychology, and a lifelong love of patterns, numbers, and categories—Lynn Logic is the result of that love.

In this episode, I talk about what I call Intentional Hedonism—the idea that pleasure isn’t shallow… it’s survival. I unpack why I do what feels good, from sex and intimacy to writing as mental relief, and why kindness is often as much for me as it is for anyone else.

I also get into energy matching, trauma instincts, and the very real skill of dialing yourself back when people don’t return what you’re giving. Sometimes it looks like “conditioning,” but really—it’s conservation. It’s knowing where your energy belongs, and refusing to waste it on people who don’t deserve it.

Also: whispering to de-escalate angry people, the Penguin Cave from Fight Club, emotionally checking out mid-conversation, and why flashing your husband is occasionally the most effective communication tool available.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye.

Hi! Lynn again.

This is Lynn Logic – Episode 31: Fight or Flight and Hope.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic, a survivor of a blood clot in my brain, and someone with 25 years in accounting and operations plus a BA in psychology. I love patterns, numbers, and categories—and Lynn Logic is where all of that collides with lived experience.

In this episode, I talk honestly about living in survival mode—fight or flight as a permanent setting. I explore what it means to love deeply while constantly bracing for impact, how hope keeps showing up even when disappointment keeps taking shots at it, and why love is both my fuel and my vulnerability.

I share thoughts on pain, resilience, exhaustion, and the strange persistence of hope—where it comes from, why it won’t die, and how it keeps me moving even when I’m tired of being “strong.” I also talk about dreaming (or not dreaming), comfort media, horror and sci-fi as safety, and why fictional monsters feel safer than real-life villains.

There’s humor, reflection, a side quest or two, and a very honest look at heartbreak, survival, and still wanting to help others—even while healing yourself.

As always: Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye.