Episode 25 – What Now? (Part 2)

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 25: What Now? (Part 2).

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about what it means to come out of survival mode after living there for most of my life — even before I met Drew. I’m learning that I don’t have to live in constant fight-or-flight anymore, and I’m slowly starting to believe the hardest sentence of all: I am enough.

I talk about grief, visiting my husband’s grave, and learning how to sit with anxiety instead of letting it control me. From highway anxiety to overstimulation, boundaries, grocery stores, and restaurants — this episode is about recognizing limits, gently pushing some of them, and respecting the ones that need to stay in place.

I also talk honestly about being tired — tired of cruelty disguised as love, tired of being misunderstood — and about the unconditional love I had for my husband and will always carry with me.

I’ve always lived on hope, even knowing disappointment well. And if you need hope right now? I’ve got you.

If you want to reach out, you can text me (I really do mean text — I never answer my phone), email me, or write me. All my contact information is on the front page of DrewInDrag.com.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙