Episode 25 – What Now? (Part 2)

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 25: What Now? (Part 2).

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about what it means to come out of survival mode after living there for most of my life — even before I met Drew. I’m learning that I don’t have to live in constant fight-or-flight anymore, and I’m slowly starting to believe the hardest sentence of all: I am enough.

I talk about grief, visiting my husband’s grave, and learning how to sit with anxiety instead of letting it control me. From highway anxiety to overstimulation, boundaries, grocery stores, and restaurants — this episode is about recognizing limits, gently pushing some of them, and respecting the ones that need to stay in place.

I also talk honestly about being tired — tired of cruelty disguised as love, tired of being misunderstood — and about the unconditional love I had for my husband and will always carry with me.

I’ve always lived on hope, even knowing disappointment well. And if you need hope right now? I’ve got you.

If you want to reach out, you can text me (I really do mean text — I never answer my phone), email me, or write me. All my contact information is on the front page of DrewInDrag.com.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 26 – Darkest Parts

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 26: Darkest Parts.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about something a fellow trauma survivor asked me recently: Have you tackled the darkest parts yet?
If you’ve lived through trauma, you know exactly what that means. These are the memories you either share only with a therapist — or don’t share at all. The most painful moments. The ones that sit in the dark.

When I was asked that question, my mind immediately filled with those memories. I know them. I’m beginning to share them with my therapist, because I tend to have a “get it all out” mentality. While I’ve shared a lot through my writing, videos, and website, I haven’t shared everything.

This episode is about acknowledging that truth — and what it means to start opening doors that have been closed for a long time.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙

Episode 27 – DrewInDrag.com

Hi! Lynn again. This is Lynn Logic — Episode 27.

Quick recap: I’m the widow of a cross-dressing alcoholic and a survivor of a blood clot in my brain. It may seem like I’m a personification of Murphy’s Law, but I do love to laugh. Let’s get started.

In this episode, I talk about DrewInDrag.com — why I created it and why it matters. I made this site first and foremost for Drew, my late husband, who lived much of his life silenced by conditional love, shame, and the pressure to fit into boxes he was never meant for. All Drew ever wanted was what we all want: to be loved. And I made sure he knew that my love for him was unconditional.

I also made this site for myself. I was silent for 13 years — long enough — and silence was never my natural state. DrewInDrag is where the videos end, but the story continues. The website includes my writing, photos, and videos of Drew and our life together — including his own words about alcoholism, his demons, and his perspective.

If you choose to visit DrewInDrag.com, thank you for listening, for seeing, and for holding space.

Chin Up, Tits Out. Bye. 💙