I took every dollar I made as a designer and poured it into a show that no one might watch.

$4k+ to bring Bernabe to New York. Three hours of sleep filming with Colin and Samir. Casey Neistat in the room. 30 interviews unedited. Revenue at 50%. The voice saying "you're going to wipe out" won't shut up.

I'm 38 but feeling brand new. Money is tight. Fulfillment is high. This media project is changing me in ways I don't understand yet.

I appreciate all of the support.

This is Taste Episode 1 drops Monday, October 27th.

CHAPTERS:
00:00 - Red eyes and three hours of sleep
00:37 - Pitching Colin and Samir: 48 hours embedded
01:36 - Processing the biggest set of my life
04:46 - This crew
06:29 - Bernabe's story
07:17 - Casey Neistat
09:02 - State of Play progress
11:48 - The voice: "You are going to wipe out"
13:15 - The unintended spiritual journey
15:32 - Why I'm doing this

ABOUT TOMMY GEOCO
I spent 15+ years in tech and design. Former military. Father of five. Now building Internet Enjoyers, a weird little media + product studio rediscovering soul in creative tech.

LINKS:
UX Tools Newsletter: https://uxtools.co
Podcast (YouTube): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgUMsheG88s&list=PLQ2ljYiRguo8tP6tZXv0qWkzHmQF42lXV
Podcast (Apple Music): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/state-of-play/id1829478829
Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/3zDPTGHDSHgBekUxZQxUAN?si=2bcd212c472e464f

SPECIAL THANKS:
Agustin Eguia: https://agustineguia.com
Adam Stewart: https://www.instagram.com/adnastu/
Tom Fox: https://catalog.tomfox.site/

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I'm running low on money and just scrapped an entire episode.

This week I made an executive decision: postpone the Figma episode. We're getting worse, not better. I launched a UX tools bundle at 5am, kept D&D night sacred, and realized I might just be a Dungeon Master LARPing as a founder (still not ready to accept how accurate that is).

This is what it looks like trying to balance play with reality.

CHAPTERS:
00:00 - Executive decision: We're postponing Figma
00:53 - The morning chaos with four teenagers
01:44 - Why we're getting worse, not better
02:42 - "Optimize for chaos, not process"
03:29 - The real cost of on-location shoots
04:56 - Skeleton crew breakdown
05:38 - Overwhelm sets in
06:32 - UX Tools Bundle: Down to the wire
07:03 - 11:30pm and still debugging
07:23 - 5am: Time to hit publish
07:53 - Why D&D night stays sacred
08:13 - "Maybe I'm just a Dungeon Master LARPing as a founder"
09:18 - The Figma multiplayer controversy parallel
10:04 - "If you want to make the wrong decision, ask everyone"

ABOUT TOMMY GEOCO
I spent 15+ years in tech and design. Former military. Father of five. Now building Internet Enjoyers, a weird little media + product studio rediscovering soul in creative tech.

ABOUT STATE OF PLAY
Host Tommy Geoco discovers what fuels the internet's most interesting designers and builders, and shares the messy reality of building in public.

SPECIAL THANKS:
Agustin Eguia: https://agustineguia.com
Adam Stewart: https://www.instagram.com/adnastu/
Tom Fox: https://catalog.tomfox.site/

LINKS:
UX Tools Newsletter: https://uxtools.co
UX Tools Bundle: https://uxtools.co/bundle

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Ryo Lu went from Notion's founding designer to cloning himself with AI at Cursor. This is the full conversation.

From building anime fansites at 11 to architecting Notion's core systems to creating his own OS in a browser - Ryo reveals why the best designers are actually tool makers in disguise.

We dig into creative burnout, why he stopped asking permission, and how AI is turning designers into parallel processors of their own brains.

Get the UX Tools Newsletter (written by me)
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CHAPTERS:
00:00 - Building websites at 11 years old
02:00 - The Chinese Apple fanboy community
03:50 - Failed startups and depression
07:00 - Creating "Chinese Stripe" in Shanghai
09:00 - How payment friction created China's internet boom
11:00 - Ivan's daily 4:30pm design critiques at Notion
14:00 - "I was not wrong either" - handling creative friction
17:00 - Becoming a sponge for information
20:00 - The fog of war problem in design
24:00 - "There is one ultimate solution"
27:00 - Why all SaaS tools are the same underneath
30:00 - From Figma to code - killing the abstraction layer
35:00 - Building prototyping environments
38:00 - Why Notion and Cursor solve the same problem
42:00 - What is RyoOS really?
45:00 - "Constant flow state" - rediscovering creative joy
48:00 - Designer burnout and serving too many masters
50:00 - 16-year-olds will out-build senior engineers
52:00 - "We're just builders and makers"

ABOUT TOMMY GEOCO
I spent 15+ years in tech and design. Former military. Father of five. Now building Internet Enjoyers, a weird little media + product studio rediscovering soul in creative tech. This show is how I'm rediscovering my love for the game.

ABOUT STATE OF PLAY
Host Tommy Geoco discovers what fuels the internet's most interesting designers and builders.

SPECIAL THANKS:
Sam Chapman: https://x.com/editedbysam
Mapal Berenson: https://youtube.com/@mapal
Bernabe Bolanos: https://youtube.com/@bernabebolanos
Adam Stewart: https://youtube.com/adnastu
Tom Fox: https://catalog.tomfox.site/

LINKS:
UX Tools: https://uxtools.co
Follow Ryo: https://x.com/ryolu_
Try Cursor: https://cursor.com
See RyoOS: http://os.ryo.lu/

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