• Hot Topic | Blue Eyed Brother F*cker | Sydney Sweeney Genes & American Eagle Jeans
    Aug 3 2025

    The latest Hot Topic is Sydney Sweeney and American Eagle.

    Religion & God: I am AGNOSTIC. The foundation of religion is belief. The definition of Faith is strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof. I "believe" we are not 2 dimensional and our emotions come from our prefrontal cortex and our morality from what we commonly refer to as our soul or spirit. I do not base my life on a GUESS. I bring up topics to spart conversation around critical thinking of morality, religion and science. Its beyond disturbing for you to push your guess on someone else.

    The Science: We are a species and its the .1% DNA genetic variant that dictates the color of our eyes, skin and hair through pigmentation through melanin. The same genetic variant combined with our personal life and how and where we lived, dictates who we are as individuals. Sexual orientation, how we process, food we like, how we f*ck - all based on science and what we ultimately enjoy and love. If you think sexuality is solely based on choice, you're wrong so lets just skip that. If you are able to have have babies, what color their eyes are, if you get placenta previa, have a miscarriage, etc ITS is all based on science and genetics! If God breathed life into us, he purposely created us to be different. The bible also states that life begins at first breath. It is against God Humanity and Science to tell people how to live and it goes against our primal instinct to feel safe and happy.

    Most people can barely handle their own life, sexuality and problems. How arrogant and delusional is it for others to tell people who to love, what to like, how to look or who to f*ck. Get your sh*t together. Quit being a selfish asshole.

    Your character is a choice you get to make.

    PS Levi's are better Jeans then American Eagle in case anyone wants my opinion.

    xoxo adriana


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    5 Min.
  • Haute Mess Episode 6: Good vs Evil
    May 8 2025

    What do you believe is truly evil? Episode 6 discusses how our integrity and character is put to the test on on daily basis. On this episode I explain the issues surrounding having poor role models. I base alot of my philosophies using the teachings of Frederick Nieche, Aristotle, Socrates and more.

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    31 Min.
  • Haute Mess | S2 E1 : Catching Feelings, Triggers, PTSD, CPTSD & Psychosis, Self Harm & Coping Skills
    Aug 28 2024

    Enter the mind of the mentally ill and learn about: Eating Disorders, Self Harm, Genetic Factors & Genomes, Triggers, Blacking Out, Psychosis and learning to cope.

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    32 Min.
  • Haute Mess | Season 2: Trailer
    Aug 27 2024

    Follow me through a nervous breakdown and learning about CPTSD. Coming this season, I document re-entering society, applying coping skills and learning to love again while trying to avoid making a huge mess.

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    1 Min.
  • Haute Topic | You Can’t Pray Away Mental Illness • part deuces
    Aug 24 2024

    Haute Topics | Abortion, Religion, Political Parties, Who’s Running this Shit Show



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    41 Min.
  • Haute Topic | You Can't Pray Away Mental Illness • part one
    Aug 24 2024
    Haute Topics | Sexual Morality, Shame, Dudes in Dresses
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    12 Min.
  • Episode 5 Part 1 | Boobs, Bunnies and Bullies
    Aug 23 2024
    Boobs, Bunnies and Bullies
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    18 Min.
  • Haute Mess | Episode 4: How You Treat Me is Not a "Me" thing, it's a "You" thing
    Aug 23 2024
    Once I began to research my diagnosis of Complex PTSD (CPTSD) I learned what an emotional memory was. I also learned what love wasn't. I had associated caring and loving someone with criticism. I learned how to be hard on myself and allow treatment that was hurtful in my life. I also had no idea that leaving it untreated could be so life threatening. See prologue Disclaimer: I am a mental health and suicide awareness advocate. I document my journey through my mental illness and self discovery. I remain as authentic and raw as I am expressing how I feel. If you listen you could learn something.
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    39 Min.