OT Ep. 8 – It took me 32 years to understand this

What does 32 years of life really teach you? In part one of a two-part series, Nicole J. reflects on 16 lessons that shaped her life, faith, and everything she’s still learning, from imposter syndrome and anxiety to identity and growth. Join her as she peels back the layers and uncovers lessons we can all relate to and learn from.

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OT Pod Episode 7 – The Biggest Lie We Believe About Men with Corey Farrow| Hosted by Nicole J.

In this episode, Nicole J and Corey Farrow debunk some of the most damaging myths about men. Together, they challenge cultural narratives and explore what true masculinity looks like through the lens of faith, life, and authenticity.

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OT Pod Episode 6 – I’m Creative, But Do I Belong Here? with Pastor Yaw | Hosted by Nicole J.

Nicole J. sits down with Pastor Yaw to talk about the often unspoken tension between creatives and the church. As he prepares to launch his new book Anointed but Accountable.

Together, they unpack what it feels like to be deeply creative but unsure if you fit into traditional church spaces. From the internal wrestle creatives face around finding belonging and submitting, to the very real insecurities leaders can battle when leading uniquely gifted people, this conversation holds space for both the visionary and the shepherd.

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OT Ep. 5 – God, Culture, and Diddy

In this solo episode, Nicole J. takes a deep dive into the Diddy trial and opens up a bigger conversation about why God cares about culture—and why believers should, too. With honesty and insight, she unpacks how headlines reflect deeper spiritual realities and why culture isn't something Christians should ignore. Whether you're wrestling with how to process current events or wondering where faith fits into the cultural moment, this episode is a timely, thoughtful, and necessary listen.

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OT Pod Ep. 4

The Good, the Bad, and the Influencers: How Social Media Shapes Our Faith and Discernment

Welcome back to The Orange Tapes—a safe space where we peel back the layers of life, culture, and faith.

In this episode, Nicole J. sits down with guest Lordley to unpack the growing wave of prophetic voices on social media. Together, they explore the good and not-so-good sides of digital ministry, why hearing God’s voice personally is more crucial than ever, and how to sharpen our discernment in a world full of influence, online and in real life.

This one’s for anyone wondering how to navigate faith in the age of likes, reels, and viral prophecies.

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OT Pod Ep. 3

In this heartfelt episode of The Orange Tapes, Nicole J. sits down with her brother, Isaiah, to discuss their personal reactions to public scandals within Christian leadership. Isaiah opens up about the deep emotional impact of being part of a church where Mike Bickle, former director of the International House of Prayer (IHOP), was accused of sexual allegations and other scandals. He reflects on how this betrayal affected both him and his community, sharing his raw journey of healing. Together, Isaiah and Nicole process the situation and offer valuable advice on how to move forward after such a crisis. Tune in for a thoughtful conversation on healing from pain and rebuilding trust in the wake of broken faith.

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OT Pod Ep. 2

In the second episode of The Orange Tapes, Nicole J. is joined by guest Olamide Iyanda as they dive deep into the transition from the twenties to the thirties. Together, they explore the idea of “growing up” versus “growing into yourself” — discussing the changes they've experienced and the shifts in their mindsets. Both share personal stories about how they’ve evolved over the years, discussing the valuable lessons they've learned about christianity, relationships, identity, self-awareness, and embracing who they are, who they are becoming.

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OT Ep. 8 – It took me 32 years to understand this (Part 2)

In this conclusion of season 1 and the second installment of It Took Me 32 Years to Understand This, I continue sharing the 32 lessons that have shaped me over 32 years. In this episode, we dig into some of the most transformative lessons like releasing offense before it becomes a prison, refusing to let one chapter define your whole story, and breaking free from group-think so you can stand firm in who you truly are.

If you’ve ever felt stuck, misunderstood, or held back by trauma, this conversation is for you.

Grab your headphones and let’s peel back a few more layers together.

Hope you can join me in season 2!

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