Inthis episode, I’m talking about why Mercury retrograde is making us miss ourtoxic exes and breaking down the five stages of breakup grief — denial, anger,bargaining, depression, and acceptance. I get real about spiraling duringretrograde, sending that “one last message,” getting randomly unblocked, cryingat night, trauma bonding, and trying to heal while still craving someone whohurt me.

If you’ve been:
• stalking your ex’s socials
• romanticizing someone who was chaotic
• craving “closure”
• or feeling like a delusional little lover girl

…this episode is literally for you, babe.

I’m sharing my full breakup lore, why retrograde brings back old patterns, howtrauma bonds mess with your brain, and why missing them doesn’t mean they’reyour soulmate — it means you’re withdrawing.

If you’re healing, heartbroken, or just trying not to text your ex at 2 AM,play this. We’re choosing ourselves now. 💋✨

Hi babes, welcome back to Kisses & Chaos. It’s Luci!
Today we’re talking about the difference between a twin flame, a soulmate, and a trauma bond because the way we all romanticize chaos and call it fate is actually insane. And yes, I’ve done it too. Like… deeply.

I’m breaking down:

• that euphoric destiny feeling of a twin flame

• the calm “I can finally breathe” love of a soulmate

• and the rollercoaster addiction that is a trauma bond

I share my own stories. the insane passion, the red flags I ignored, the “I can fix her” delusion, the withdrawals, the chasing potential… all of it.

If you’ve ever said “but it just feels different with them”, this episode is for you.
You’re not crazy.
You didn’t imagine the connection.
You just deserve something that doesn’t set your nervous system on fire to feel alive.

We’re healing.
We’re self-respecting.
We’re still manifesting the tall hot soulmate.

Rate, review, subscribe, and let’s get into the chaos. 💋

In this solo episode, I’m getting real about something I’ve had to learn the hard way — you can’t fix anyone but yourself. I talk about going back to my ex, and how I fell into the cycle of trying to save someone who didn’t want to be saved.

If you’ve ever found yourself trying to fix a toxic partner, or you’ve been stuck in a push-and-pull relationship, this episode will hit close to home.

This is your sign to stop pouring into people who refuse to grow and start reinvesting that energy back into yourself diva. 💋

On this episode of Kisses & Chaos 💋, I sit down with Softest Chyl — the duo made up of Chyl and Softest Hard — and babes we get into everything. We talk about the real beef in the EDM scene (yes, there’s actual drama), their wild origin stories from Wall Street to festivals, and how they created their own sound blending speed house and hardstyle. We get honest about touring, internet drama, toxic vs. stable sex, dating as DJs, and the craziest things they’ve seen backstage. This one is chaotic, funny, and super real — just how we like it.

hi babies 💋 it’s Luci, and this week on kisses and chaos i’ve got one of my besties, Jvna, in the studio and we’re going ALL in. she’s in a brand new villain era (yes, the brows are shaved) and we’re talking about what inspired her dark, fashion-forward vibe, the double standards women face in EDM, and how being sexy in this scene can still get you judged.we also get messy about love — falling for red flags, attachment styles, jealousy, and why toxic sex vs. stable love hits so different. i even share some of my own chaos and how i relate to it.Jvna spills how she writes songs inspired by aphrodite and goddess mythology, why dating as a dj can be intimidating, and her hot take on why melodic bass is fadingand of course… we wrap it all up with a chaotic round of would you rather that you don’t want to miss.if you’re into raw girl talk, edm gossip, and witchy vibes — this one’s for you. 💌

Babes, do you ever feel behind in love? Same. In this solo episode of Kisses and Chaos 💋, I’m getting real about why starting over doesn’t mean you’re latem it just means you’re brave.

When I saw Taylor Swift get engaged at 35, it hit me: why am I crying at 28 thinking my love story is over? I’ve been engaged twice (wild, I know), went through heartbreak with “No Contact,” got swept up with “Maybe Mrs. Wright,” and now I’m single again—processing all the chaos, the broken promises, and the timelines that never happened.

I’m breaking it all down with:
✨ Taylor Swift’s engagement & why love has no timeline
✨ Psych facts like ambiguous loss & the social clock theory
✨ Saturn return chaos and the lessons it’s forcing us to learn
✨ Why starting over isn’t failure—it’s experience

If you’ve ever cried into Hot Cheetos after seeing an engagement post, this one’s for you. Your love story isn’t late, babe—it’s just still unfolding. 💔➡️💖

Bass, blood, marriage, and mayhem — welcome to the wild world of PhaseOne.

In this episode of Kisses and Chaos 💋, I sit down with one of bass music’s most heavy producers to talk about everything the rave flyers don’t tell you. From emo metal kid roots and chihuahua drama to insane fan encounters (yes, there’s blood) and almost getting arrested overseas, PhaseOne opens up about the chaos of touring, the pressure of DJ life, and what it really means to balance love, music, and madness.

We also dive into his new album Terranova, how it became a story about creating a “new world,” and why you’ll never catch him having sex to dubstep.

It’s messy. It’s hilarious. It’s raw. And it’s the side of PhaseOne you’ve never heard before.

If you love EDM, bass music, or just want the unfiltered truth behind life on tour, this episode is pure chaos in the best way.

In this solo episode, I’m getting real with you about something we all feel but rarely admit: jealousy. Yeah… that gut-punch feeling when you're scrolling and it seems like everyone else is thriving, booking festivals, buying houses, getting married and you're just sitting there like, “What the fuck am I doing with my life?”I’ve been there. Honestly, I’m still there some days. I’m opening up about the truth behind my career setbacks, missing out on festival seasons, feeling overlooked, and how getting called a “has-been” nearly broke me. But I’ve also learned that jealousy isn’t something to shame .. it’s a mirror. And if you look close enough, it shows you exactly what you desire most.

In this episode, I talk about:

✨ How to reframe jealousy and stop comparing yourself

✨ The psychology behind why we feel behind

✨ How to protect your peace on social media

✨ My own story of rebuilding after being dropped and dismissedIf you’re in your “Why not me?” era… just know your “It’s finally my turn” era is on the way.Let’s talk about it. 💋