In this mini episode of Kisses & Chaos 💋, I get brutally honest about how I replied to my ex and tried to be “cool” with them after our breakup. We talk about clean breakups, staying in contact, jealousy, emotional access, and the uncomfortable truth about when being “friends” is really just keeping the door open.

If their name still makes your stomach drop… this one’s for you, baby.

Let me know in the comments — are you friends with your ex?

hi babes 💋
this is a short, chaotic mini-episode while i’m getting everything ready behind the scenes.

today we’re talking about 5 ways to make this year your bitch choosing a feeling instead of a personality, romanticizing the boring, letting go of imaginary timelines, and stepping into emotional maturity without losing your edge.

if you’re feeling behind, overwhelmed, or stuck comparing yourself to who you thought you’d be by now this one’s for you.

say it with me: 2026 is gonna be my bitch.

love you always

In this raw and unfiltered episode of Kisses & Chaos 💋,

I talk about the moment my rose-colored glasses finally shattered and how I realized my toxic ex was not the love of my life. I break down trauma bonds, narcissistic behavior, emotional manipulation, breadcrumbing, and the psychology behind why it’s so hard to leave unhealthy relationships. From online harassment and messy friend groups to glow-ups, healing out loud, and reclaiming my self-worth,.

If you’re struggling with no contact, toxic cycles, emotional addiction, or recovering from a manipulative partner, this episode is for you.

Topics covered: toxic relationships, narcissists, trauma bonds, emotional manipulation, breadcrumbing, no contact rule, breakup recovery, self-worth, dating red flags, glow-up after heartbreak.

Inthis episode, I’m talking about why Mercury retrograde is making us miss ourtoxic exes and breaking down the five stages of breakup grief — denial, anger,bargaining, depression, and acceptance. I get real about spiraling duringretrograde, sending that “one last message,” getting randomly unblocked, cryingat night, trauma bonding, and trying to heal while still craving someone whohurt me.

If you’ve been:
• stalking your ex’s socials
• romanticizing someone who was chaotic
• craving “closure”
• or feeling like a delusional little lover girl

…this episode is literally for you, babe.

I’m sharing my full breakup lore, why retrograde brings back old patterns, howtrauma bonds mess with your brain, and why missing them doesn’t mean they’reyour soulmate — it means you’re withdrawing.

If you’re healing, heartbroken, or just trying not to text your ex at 2 AM,play this. We’re choosing ourselves now. 💋✨

Hi babes, welcome back to Kisses & Chaos. It’s Luci!
Today we’re talking about the difference between a twin flame, a soulmate, and a trauma bond because the way we all romanticize chaos and call it fate is actually insane. And yes, I’ve done it too. Like… deeply.

I’m breaking down:

• that euphoric destiny feeling of a twin flame

• the calm “I can finally breathe” love of a soulmate

• and the rollercoaster addiction that is a trauma bond

I share my own stories. the insane passion, the red flags I ignored, the “I can fix her” delusion, the withdrawals, the chasing potential… all of it.

If you’ve ever said “but it just feels different with them”, this episode is for you.
You’re not crazy.
You didn’t imagine the connection.
You just deserve something that doesn’t set your nervous system on fire to feel alive.

We’re healing.
We’re self-respecting.
We’re still manifesting the tall hot soulmate.

Rate, review, subscribe, and let’s get into the chaos. 💋

In this solo episode, I’m getting real about something I’ve had to learn the hard way — you can’t fix anyone but yourself. I talk about going back to my ex, and how I fell into the cycle of trying to save someone who didn’t want to be saved.

If you’ve ever found yourself trying to fix a toxic partner, or you’ve been stuck in a push-and-pull relationship, this episode will hit close to home.

This is your sign to stop pouring into people who refuse to grow and start reinvesting that energy back into yourself diva. 💋

On this episode of Kisses & Chaos 💋, I sit down with Softest Chyl — the duo made up of Chyl and Softest Hard — and babes we get into everything. We talk about the real beef in the EDM scene (yes, there’s actual drama), their wild origin stories from Wall Street to festivals, and how they created their own sound blending speed house and hardstyle. We get honest about touring, internet drama, toxic vs. stable sex, dating as DJs, and the craziest things they’ve seen backstage. This one is chaotic, funny, and super real — just how we like it.

hi babies 💋 it’s Luci, and this week on kisses and chaos i’ve got one of my besties, Jvna, in the studio and we’re going ALL in. she’s in a brand new villain era (yes, the brows are shaved) and we’re talking about what inspired her dark, fashion-forward vibe, the double standards women face in EDM, and how being sexy in this scene can still get you judged.we also get messy about love — falling for red flags, attachment styles, jealousy, and why toxic sex vs. stable love hits so different. i even share some of my own chaos and how i relate to it.Jvna spills how she writes songs inspired by aphrodite and goddess mythology, why dating as a dj can be intimidating, and her hot take on why melodic bass is fadingand of course… we wrap it all up with a chaotic round of would you rather that you don’t want to miss.if you’re into raw girl talk, edm gossip, and witchy vibes — this one’s for you. 💌