For most of my life, I felt like an outsider. Like I was missing some essential instruction manual for being human.

In this episode, I explore the long journey of trying to belong by becoming more like everyone else, and the moment I realised that the belonging I was searching for could only come from discovering who I actually am.

I share how growing up with abandonment, isolation and a sensitive nervous system shaped my strategies for earning connection, from achievement and people pleasing to staying too long in misaligned relationships, work and spiritual spaces. I reflect on the shame of feeling “defective,” the relief of understanding myself through frameworks like trauma, neurodivergence and intuition, and why none of those labels fully captured my experience.

This is an exploration of the outsider experience, the deep homesickness many of us carry, and what happens when we stop asking “What’s wrong with me?” and start asking “Who am I?”

If you’ve never quite fit into the boxes available, this episode is an invitation to consider that your difference may be part of your original blueprint, and that belonging doesn’t come from fitting in, but from belonging fully to yourself. And perhaps the Outsider Blueprint is the key to unlocking your unique magic in this world.

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