For nearly 60 years, Michael Stewart's life was marked by violence from his childhood, addiction, suicidal thoughts, and a serious mental health issue.

Whether he was selling cars, getting put behind bars, or living on the streets, drugs and mental illness were two of the only constants in his life. For decades, Michael used for relief. "Drugs gave me the ability to open up and be more vulnerable than I had been before." The question was, could he figure out a way to be more vulnerable and survive without using?

The Episode Producer was psychiatrist, Mark Ragins. He is the author of a riveting account of mental illness and treatment called "Journeys Beyond the Frontier: A Rebellious Guide to Psychosis and Other Extraordinary Experiences." It's a terrific read. Find out more about him and where to get the book at markragins.com.

Part 2 of Michael's story will be out on March 19th - mark your calendar!

You can find clear overviews on dual diagnosis (mental illness and addiction) at:

• the National Alliance for Mental Illness, and
• National Library of Medicine.

Also check out research from the Treatment Advocacy Center (TAC), which found that 9 out of 10 people with schizophrenia and a drug use issue get *no* treatment for their drug use. In essence, treating only half of their problem. Even worse, another brief TAC did found that just 1 out of 8 people with schizophrenia and drug use issues got any treatment at all. How does anyone recover from an illness for which they receive no treatment? Links to the study and the brief are here and here.

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What do Rachmaninoff, Mr. Rogers and Dr. Dre have in common? Find out in this episode - where we pull back the curtain...on Brain Stories, and go behind-the-scenes for an inside look at the original music, and the highly original man who composed it: Paul Swartzel. He's funny, irreverent, a brilliant musician, devoted husband, loving dad, and someone who lives with a mental illness. This episode chucks chronology straight out the narrative window; it's revelation through song. And Paul is a one-man Ode to Joy. Get your ears ready to dance.

We release new episodes every two weeks through mid-April. The next episode will be out March the 5th. Ignore rumors to the contrary, even if we started them.

To find out more about Paul, hear selections of his music and see the full version of BBQ Man Unleashed: The Greatest Professional Wrestling Work of All Time, go to his website, PaulSwartzel.com. Your playlist will thank you. You can also check his availability.

Be sure to check out the Grammy-Award-winning chamber orchestra Alarm Will Sound at their website, alarmwillsound.com. To find out when Paul's composition with them will premiere, sign up for their newsletter. Catch their performances, and get their music. Your playlist will thank you again.

The Episode Producer was Boen Wang whose other work can be found at boen.cool.

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This is the 3rd and final installment of Ronald Braunstein and Caroline Whiddon's 3-part story. In the previous two episodes, Ronald endured brutal ups and downs in his career, only to be fired from a final job, that left him never able to work again. Then he got a great idea to form his own orchestra, which he took straight to Caroline. Despite that nothing like it had never been done before, and that they had no money to pull it off, they dove in headfirst.

It's a story of love, music, mental health, and triumph in a time of Covid. This is their trail-blazing story of resilience, determination and openness about mental illness.

Me2/ is the world’s only classical music organization created for people living with a mental illness and those who support them. Their mission is to erase the stigma surrounding mental illness, both in practice and performance. They now have orchestras in Vermont, Massachusetts and New Hampshire. To see their schedule, photos, videos or learn more about them, go to their website at Me2music.org.

Find out even more about Me2/Orchestra from a documentary made about it entitled Orchestrating Change which premiered in 2020. That website is here.

World Eat-A-Salad-With-Your-Hands Day...isn't official yet, but it should be. Get inspired about this in Episode 7.

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This is the second installment of Ronald Braunstein's 3-part story. In the previous episode, Ronald reached spectacular highs, but also devastating lows. In this episode he applies for a job where Caroline Whiddon works. As he begins one more grueling comeback, they quickly team up. It's his last chance. It proves all he hoped, until it becomes his worst nightmare.

Part 3, the finale of Ronald & Caroline's story, will be out February 5th. Don't miss it!

If you're looking for more information about living with Bipolar Disorder, go watch the videos and conversations with Jess Curtis, host of the Youtube Channel "Our Bipolar."

If you are having thoughts of suicide, call or text 988 to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline. For a list of additional options, go to SpeakingofSuicide.com/Resources.

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With almost superhuman effort, Ronald Braunstein became the youngest winner in the history of Europe's most prestigious conducting competition, guaranteeing him a career of massive success. He had rocketed to stellar heights. But plagued by mood swings he would not understand for years, he would fly, crash, rise up and crash again. Until he reached a low he thought would destroy him.

Episode 6 is the first installment of a 3-part story that follows Ronald's life of dizzying highs, crushing lows and nearly impossible triumph.

Parts 2 & 3 will be out on Jan 22nd & Feb 5th, respectively. Follow us to hear them when they drop!

There's a lot of information about Bipolar Disorder online. A great starting place with solid information is nami.org. Go there and search "bipolar disorder."

For further resources, check out Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance at their website.

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This is an interview episode. Why? Because the story of Lindsay’s family was very well told in the bestselling book, Hidden Valley Road. The book chronicles her family of 12 siblings, six of whom developed a serious mental illness. There’s no need to tell it again. But there is always more to say. And in this episode, Lindsay says it.

The Episode Producer was Boen Wang whose other work can be found at boen.cool.

Bob Kolker’s book, Hidden Valley Road can be found here. Please consider donating to the Galvin Family Trust this holiday season. Their website is here: galvinfamilytrust.org. Those who donate will get access to bonus video clips from Lindsay’s interview! Learn more about Lindsay’s involvement in mental health advocacy at her website, lindsaymarygalvinrauch.com. And lastly, you can find Dr. Xavier Amador's TED Talk here.

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Gwen was 10 when she arrived to California from China, the hopes of her entire family on her shoulders. But her dream collapsed in college as she discovered that her grandmother, mother and her all grappled with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). In order to really take care of her family, she would have to forge an entirely new understanding.

The Episode Producer was Sarah Haufrect whose other work can be found at sarahhaufrect.com.

If you want to hear even more from Gwen, she recently guested on the "Super Feeler" podcast which you can listen to here or wherever you get your podcasts. Check out other "Super Feeler" episodes for even more powerful stories on BPD, hope, and connection.

More information on the Mental Health Warmline for Chinese Communities that Gwen established can be found their website. The number is 1-800-881-8502.

Lila Galustian, the therapist who specializes in BPD, has her own website: re-discoveringyou.com.

The National Education Alliance for Borderline Personality Disorder (NEABPD) is a nonprofit organization dedicated to improving the quality of life for individuals affected by BPD and their families. You can learn more and access educational materials on their website.

Finally, go to MindSiteNews.org to sign up for a newsletter from the only national news outlet devoted exclusively to covering mental health.

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Living in a gang neighborhood, concealing his sexual orientation, Adrian already had a full plate when he learned that schizophrenia was hereditary. His dad had it. And at 13, he was sure he was going to develop it too. It was only a question of when. It took him two decades to learn what you truly inherit when your parent lives with a serious mental illness.

Adrian first learned about mental illness at the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) website - nami.org. You can also find their resources and materials in Spanish. If you want to know more, it's an excellent place to learn about mental illness.

They also offer Family-to-Family classes for just about anyone, and peer support those who live with a mental illness. There are hundreds of chapters in the US. In certain states they’re also available in Spanish.

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