I had a moment at work when I felt watched and second-guessed, and I quietly wondered whether being 30 instead of 50 would have changed the way I was treated. That question opened the door to something bigger — the reality that while youth bias exists, so does the powerful perception of competence, authority, and steadiness that comes with experience. What I realized is this: when outward attention shifts, it doesn’t mean your value has — it just means the energy has changed. And your confidence in this season isn’t about being the most noticed in the room… It’s about being the most confident and grounded.

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Seek out a professional if you are feeling 'off' and keep advocating for yourself. Surround yourself with people who will offer support and encouragement.

As mentioned in the episode, here is what I was prescribed by my Midi Health professional:

1. Estradiol 0.0375 mg/24 hr DIS MYLA (patch)
2. Progesterone 100 mg CAP XIRO (promotes better sleep for women without a uterus, aka me)
3. Iron supplement 325mg (also prescribed by my PCP)

Again, I am not sponsored by anyone mentioned in this episode; I am sharing my experience to help others.

More notes on this episode: Over the last three months, my iron levels dropped significantly. While one doctor missed it because it wasn’t her specialty, the second and third opinions immediately indicated that I needed supplementation. Around the same time, I learned from my gynecologist that I was in menopause, even though I had no classic symptoms and had never realized I’d gone through perimenopause. Both experiences showed me that advocating for your body and seeking the right expertise is crucial, because information without guidance can leave you anxious and floating.

I also sought a third opinion, and here is how I am feeling three weeks later.

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Some people go through life blaming jobs, food, partners, or circumstances without noticing they are the only constant in every situation. While we can offer support, repeatedly rescuing someone who refuses self-reflection only drains our energy and keeps the cycle going. Growth begins when we examine our own patterns, and peace begins when we stop trying to fix what others refuse to face.

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This wasn’t really about an airplane seat. It was about how easily we give up our comfort to avoid social discomfort. How quickly politeness turns into pressure. And how often we absorb the consequences of someone else’s lack of planning because we don’t want to look like the bad guy.

What stuck with me wasn’t the smell of the bathroom, the broken recliner, or even the frustration—it was the realization that I said yes when I meant no. And that quiet resentment afterward? That’s your internal boundary alarm going off.

So if you take anything from this, let it be this:

Other people’s situations don’t automatically become your responsibility. Empathy doesn’t require self-sacrifice. And “no” doesn’t need a justification to be valid.

Being kind should never mean being uncomfortable on someone else’s behalf.

Sometimes the real work isn’t fixing the moment—it’s understanding why it stayed with us, forgiving ourselves for how we handled it, and deciding how we’ll protect our peace next time.

And hey—if this episode made you rethink a moment where you said yes out of pressure instead of alignment, you’re not alone. We’ve all been there. The growth is noticing it… and choosing differently next time.

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In this episode, Meredith talks about how our brains love efficiency, so much so that they’ll pick one person and blame them for absolutely everything. We unpack why rumination feels productive but actually wrecks our nervous system, how these thought loops can ruin days (or weeks), and what it really takes to stop giving one person that much power over our bodies and moods.

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In tonight’s episode, Meredith talks about a gas station that had her fully convinced it was the funniest place on earth... until she actually stepped inside. She unpacks how our brains build expectations, how disappointment lives in the body (not just our feelings), and why sometimes the nervous system decides, “Cool, we’re never doing that again.”

It’s an episode about projection, prediction, and learning to laugh at the signs without letting one awkward interaction ruin the whole vibe.

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Sometimes your growth outpaces the room you’re in - and that doesn’t make you the problem. In this episode, we talk about the frustration of being underutilized at work, why it isn’t a reflection of your worth, and how to keep trusting your expertise even when it isn’t fully recognized.

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What We Talk About:

1. Why do we feel sad after amazing experiences—big nights, games, or vacations?
2. The science behind it: dopamine crash, adrenaline comedown, and anxious thoughts sneaking in.
3. Post-vacation blues are just a supercharged version of post-fun sadness.
4. Practical AMMP-approved tips to enjoy your day even after the fun is over.

Tips to Bounce Back:

1. Savor a mini reward – coffee, chocolate, or a funny clip.
2. Relive the fun – photos, videos, or messages for a mental encore.
3. Move your body – walk, stretch, or do mini workouts to reset.
4. Plan a micro-adventure – small experiences to give your brain anticipation.
5. Journal gratitude – one line about a highlight keeps the momentum going.
6. Laugh at yourself – humor is a superpower for anxiety.
7. Micro-nap/rest – give your nervous system a gentle reboot.

Fun AMMP Moments:

1. “Two years ago, anxiety made us poop. Two years later, it made a community laugh.”
2. Post-fun or post-vacation jet lag is normal—and hilarious when you survive it.

Takeaway:

Feeling blue after fun doesn’t mean it wasn’t great. Your brain just doesn’t know how to exit the party gracefully. Snack, nap, laugh, repeat.

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This episode contains content that some may find emotionally challenging. This is not a substitute for professional therapy or mental health support. If you are struggling with persistent or severe mental health challenges, it's essential to reach out to a qualified mental health professional for guidance and assistance. Therapy provides a structured and supportive...