Luke Kincaid's life is exploding all around him. First, his lover leaves him to marry a woman, then childhood nightmares return with a vengeance.
He finds comfort in his renewed friendship with high school buddy, Ben Skinner. Luke works on rebuilding his life, but repressed memories threaten everything. Luke and Ben investigate his past while Luke fights his attraction to Ben, who he believes is straight.
But someone doesn't want them to discover the truth, and Luke's life is in jeopardy. Luke can't stop his search, not even when he finds out it is connected to a government cover up. Luke and Ben must uncover the secrets of Luke's past as well as deal with their true feelings for each other.
Second edition: This book has been extensively reedited, with several changes to the plot.