A wildly sexy, emotional, and suspenseful romance novel from #1 New York Times Bestselling author Lauren Blakely, with all new narration from Sebastian York and Vanessa Edwin, with special appearances from Shane East, January LaVoy, Jonathan Davis, Scott Brick, Sean Crisden and more!

She was my what if girl. The one I longed for. The one I tried to find again after she left for the other side of the world.

Now, years later, fate has swept the only woman I've ever loved back into my life.

With her intensity, her honesty, her passion, Annalise tries to break down my walls, because she's the one who knew me before my family shattered.

When we collide again, it's tender and savage, gentle and rough, and makes me hungry for more of this electric, once-in-a-blue moon kind of connection.

If I want to keep her close, I'll have to serve up the whole truth of where I went and what I did after she left.

But if I do, I risk losing her again, and that's not a fate I'm ready to face. Not when each day brings me closer to finding the people who ripped my family apart and seeing them put behind bars.

Until the day I learn Annalise is holding the final piece of the puzzle to solving the mystery.

This is Michael and Annalise's romance. Tropes include: first love reunited, second chance romance, star crossed lovers, it's always been you, forced proximity, long distance romance, romantic suspense.