Some kids grow up dreaming about what they'll be when they grow up.

Joshua Brown just wanted a family.

His biological father offered to pay for his abortion. When his mom refused, the father said he'd never be part of Joshua's life. His mom's adoptive father went to prison for abuse. They slept in cars, soup kitchens, church fellowship halls.

By seventeen, Joshua was a high school dropout selling drugs in Winston-Salem, running red lights in his Honda Prelude. Then God spoke to him sitting on the side of the road after a wreck: "Your life is making an impact on nobody."

Three weeks later at a Wesleyan revival service, high with weed in his pocket, Joshua heard something he'd never heard before: "Joshua, I love you."

That was September 27, 1997. Everything changed.

In this conversation, we dig into generational brokenness, what it means to be a minister versus a professional minister, and how Joshua's learning to see himself not just as God's servant, but as God's son.

If you grew up without a father, this one's for you. And if you're still trying to figure out what it means to be a son of God, listen close.

What happens when digital ministry stops being an experiment—and becomes real community?

In Part 3, Ralph Moore and Yvonne Nash wrestle with the deeper questions behind online discipleship:

• Who should (and shouldn’t) pursue ministry on social platforms
• Why TikTok formed community when other platforms didn’t
• What perseverance looks like when no one is watching
• And how “new wineskins” don’t require abandoning the local church

Yvonne shares how digital relationships became pastoral ones—leading to prayer, counseling, in-person meetings, and even inviting thousands to attend a live church service online from the front row.

If you’ve ever wondered how the Church can hold both faithfulness and innovation—this conversation offers wisdom worth sitting with.

What happens when a staff pastor walks away from full-time ministry…with no plan, no job, and no safety net?

In Part 2 of this conversation, Ralph Moore talks with Yvonne Nash about the leap that changed everything.

After sensing God was calling her to step away from church staff ministry, Yvonne took a season of rest—and then began experimenting online. Not to build a platform, but to build relationships.

What followed was unexpected:

• A growing TikTok community
• Live “chapels” centered on real life: anxiety, marriage, identity, faith
• And thousands of people engaging the gospel in a space many pastors dismiss

This episode isn’t a how-to on social media growth. It’s a sober, honest look at obedience, risk, and why God doesn’t waste any part of your story—before or after Jesus.

If you’ve ever sensed God calling you forward without explaining how…this conversation will resonate deeply.