I got flowers from AJ McLean! Little did Alex know he was delivering more than roses. He was delivering confirmation that he was everything I believed he was, and more. Join me as I revisit the day Alex showed up at my front door and reflect on the decades-long journey that would lead us to that unforgettable moment.

*If you are only here to hear about the flowers, skip to the15:40 mark. If you want to know the whole story and why it all mattered in the first place, start from the beginning.

**WARNING: There may be some tangents and unintentional, heartfelt gushing.

In this much anticipated episode, I share the story of my summer adventures to see the Backstreet Boys Millennium 2.0 residency at Sphere Las Vegas! Not only did I see their show 3 times, but I also made it to Howie Eatz (twice) AND Nick Carter's listening party for his newest album "Love Life Tragedy." There was a lot of music, dancing, glitter, and a Backstreet Boy kiss that I'll never forget.

This episode is all about Nick Carter and his new music video for "Searchlight." I explore some of the artistic interpretations of the beautiful cinematography, as well as the captivating performance by Nick Carter. This video, directed by Joseph Rubinstein, is like walking through the memory of a dream. It draws you in and rips your heart wide open. Well done!