Reflection

Station 1: What do you pray for? How do you face moments of pain and suffering?

Station 2: What cross or burden do you bear? What bears you? What is it like to be you or to walk in your shoes?

Station 3: What do you stand for? How are you learning who you are?

Station 4: Where do you struggle with accountability? Who in your life is a source of affirmation and call out when you need it?

Station 5: How do you stand up for what you believe?

Station 6: What hurts have you experienced, both physically and emotionally, that leaves you more vulnerable to more hurt? Have you chosen to hide or excessively protect yourself from further suffering, or have you chosen to keep on living and loving and risk being hurt again?

Station 7: What ideas or definitions or theologies about God have you let go of (or allowed to die)?

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Station 8: What social, economic, and political structures have crucified us and others?

Station 9: What is your place in history? How do you, and how can you, make a difference in the unfolding of human destiny? What is your part in preventing catastrophic climate change and in advancing economic, social, and racial justice?

Station 10: Whom do you blame for the ways in which you suffer? In society, who are our scapegoats?

Station 11: When you look in the mirror, do you see the true image of Christ? Do you see the suffering of Christ and also the one for whom Christ is willing to suffer? When have you witnessed the true image of Christ in other people?

Station 12: What unfinished business do you have with your parents and/or with your children? If this was your last chance to communicate, what would you say to your parent or child?

Station 13: What part of you is dying? What part of you has died? In what ways will you never be the same? Do you embrace this change or regret it?

Station 14: What part of your life is entombed - on hold, unseen? What kind of "gestation" or transformation is underway within? What new life might await you when the stone is rolled away from your tomb?

Artwork is Fran Moyer’s Stations of the Cross at Saint Anselm’s Episcopal Church in Lafayette, CA. To follow along with the audio, visit missionhilsla dot com.

Readings in the meditation are by Pádraig Ó Tuama from his book Daily Prayer with the Corrymeala Community

Music in the meditation is by Apouria.

Radical theologian and philosopher Peter Rollins joined us at Mission Hills for a live event entitled "Absurd Cross" in November 2017 with 120 friends over pints and pints of MacLeod Ale. If you would like to support Peter's work, you can become a supporter on Patreon. Thanks for listening!

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Matthew 23:1-13

1 Then Jesus spoke to the crowds and his disciples,

2 “The legal experts and the Pharisees sit on Moses’ seat. 3 Therefore, you must take care to do everything they say. But don’t do what they do. 4 For they tie together heavy packs that are impossible to carry. They put them on the shoulders of others, but are unwilling to lift a finger to move them. 5 Everything they do, they do to be noticed by others. They make extra-wide prayer bands for their arms and long tassels for their clothes. 6 They love to sit in places of honor at banquets and in the synagogues. 7 They love to be greeted with honor in the markets and to be addressed as ‘Rabbi.’

8 “But you shouldn’t be called Rabbi, because you have one teacher, and all of you are brothers and sisters. 9 Don’t call anybody on earth your father, because you have one Father, who is heavenly. 10 Don’t be called teacher, because Christ is your one teacher. 11 But the one who is greatest among you will be your servant. 12 All who lift themselves up will be brought low. But all who make themselves low will be lifted up.

13 “How terrible it will be for you legal experts and Pharisees! Hypocrites! You shut people out of the kingdom of heaven. You don’t enter yourselves, and you won’t allow those who want to enter to do so.