In Episode 2, Kim revisits the concept of love languages and expands it beyond Gary Chapman's framework to include what she calls childhood love languages: the ways love, attention, neglect, and reassurance were first experienced and internalized early in life.

This episode explores why mismatches around texting, reassurance, effort, and commitment are often less about preference and more about attachment wounds, unmet needs, and early conditioning. Kim answers listener questions about constant texting and delayed replies, surviving repeated infidelity, and feeling pressured to meet perfectionistic expectations in a relationship.

Throughout the episode, the focus stays on empathy, accountability, and learning how to recognize both your own needs and the ways your partner may already be expressing care in forms you're not noticing.

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Time Stamps & Topics

00:00 – Listener questions preview
• Texting, reassurance, and delayed replies
• Multiple infidelities in marriage
• Perfectionism, engagement, and feeling "not enough"

01:09 – Introduction to the five love languages
02:26 – Why love languages resonated with so many people
02:55 – Perception, CBT, and how meaning is assigned
03:19 – Introducing childhood love languages
03:43 – How early experiences shape what love feels like
04:08 – Neglect, abuse, and miswired definitions of love
04:57 – Repeating unhealthy dynamics in adult relationships
05:31 – Recognizing childhood love languages through patterns

05:59 – Question 1: "Texting is my love language"
06:23 – Anxiety, reassurance, and delayed replies
07:48 – Texting as a bid for safety, not control
08:54 – Inconsistent caregiving and anxious attachment
09:43 – Recreating neglectful dynamics in adult relationships
10:53 – Attention as a valid human need
11:35 – How awareness reduces the grip of reassurance-seeking
12:04 – The avoidant partner's childhood love language
12:25 – Compromise and meeting in the middle
12:45 – Talking about pain instead of policing behavior
13:22 – Noticing love in forms you're overlooking
13:47 – Resistance to meeting a partner's needs
14:07 – Healing childhood wounds through relationships

14:37 – Question 2: Can a marriage survive multiple infidelities?
15:06 – Why infidelity brings couples to therapy
15:38 – The role of remorse and personal work
16:07 – What makes an apology real vs hollow
17:02 – Example of a poor apology
17:28 – Example of a proper apology
18:51 – Accountability, empathy, and rebuilding trust
19:12 – Answering questions after betrayal
19:53 – Misplaced self-blame and comparison
20:22 – Sitting on the "hot seat" after infidelity
20:43 – Long-term reassurance and transparency
21:03 – Knowing when it's time to stop trying
21:35 – Patterns vs isolated incidents
22:03 – Childhood modeling of betrayal and repair

22:38 – Question 3: Perfectionism and the "dangling carrot"
23:06 – Feeling like nothing is ever enough
24:26 – Childhood roots of perfectionism
25:09 – Type A vs laid-back dynamics
25:56 – Losing yourself in goal-driven relationships
26:19 – People-pleasing and suppressed needs
26:43 – People-pleasing as conditional love
27:11 – Exploitation and moving goalposts
27:42 – Premarital counseling and alignment
28:06 – Clarifying values, needs, and future vision
28:35 – Why seeking a "perfect relationship" is a red flag

29:21 – Closing reflections and Gary Chapman quote

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This episode is especially relevant if you feel anxious about communication, stuck in cycles of betrayal, or unsure whether your relationship expectations are realistic or rooted in old patterns.

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