And don't even try and flip this mess around and go "omg wow it's anti-Semitic to talk about antisemitism!!! OMG how dare you talk about white people as if you know!!!! OMG did you hear him say JEWS and WHITES and BLACKS!!! THAT’S RACIST!!"



Stfu. I don't give af. You are useless. You focus on the sounds and letters and not on the overall words + sentence + structure meaning. Get tf outta here.

Like I guess I'll never truly know whether people like me, appreciate me, hate me, are annoyed by me, or don't care. It's just a big hodgepodge of bs that I can’t really see through. Like I’m serious, the amount of people who have later come up to me saying they remember me or still talk about things I did or noticed/recognized me back then is in a way really awkward. Like as I said in the podcast, it confuses me and I don’t quite know how to take it. Like it would be a complement if not for the literally MEMORY I have of the time. But it's whatever. No point focusing on it. Not like answers to these questions will change the present or the past.

Yeah, so the first half of the podcast was when I was driving home from work or something, and then the second half was when I was driving to work. Basically, I figured out the answer to my own questions after some long thought about it. I think it makes sense, and I bet some medical expert would agree with my reasoning. It just makes so much perfect sense.

Yes, within these power structures themselves, there’s a build-up of schizophrenia. TBH, it's probably what keeps people within the walls of these structures in the first place. Like, take, for example, exorcisms... like they rarely release videos of these apparently KURAAAAZY events, but those few videos that do pop up… it literally just seems like a person going through some type of mental illness. It's not some "demon speaking through" it's just...a mentally disturbed person who needs help. Like, sure, maybe the exorcism crap works somehow and out skitzos the skitzo. Like, maybe by playing into the game and belief of the demon being cast out, the mentally disturbed mind fixes itself, but it's not actually some freaking demon bs. and even then, you never see the mystical af stuff like "omg he was literally floating around above the table and his head turned around 360 degrees.... nah, I’ma need to see some visual proof of that mess. Just seems the priests are so far deep into the lore and skitzo of it all that even they begin to believe and see things. I swear all this crap is so freaking fake.



Same thing with the government bs.

Now, I did forget to say that my issue with closeted isn’t that they are closeted. Like I don’t have any issue with them keeping their hidden endeavors to themselves (unless you already made obligations like having a wife and kids). Like if anything, I think relationship stuff should be kept to yourself anyhow unless asked. Like I don’t give af about your spicy relationship crap, I don’t want to hear about it.



The thing that ticks me off about some closeted people is when they have the nerve to be closeted but then judge or bully or harass or act hateful towards people who are of other sexual orientations. Like that’s wild to me. Like I can understand being uncomfortable talking about it if put on the spot since you’re trying to hide your true intentions. But to go and say or treat people in such a terrible fashion and then ironically be secretly doing that mess too….that’s so crazy stuff. I have no respect for that. Like people need to learn to just mind their own business. Like I make a podcast about other people’s behaviors, sure, so you could turn that on me, but I don’t make it my whole personality to constantly bring up the same exact topics and be doubly judgmental and hateful towards the topics. So yeah, screw you.

Yes, I smell you. I don’t react or say anything, but in the back of my head I am going "wtf it’s that same smell again, I wonder why they don’t wear body spray or deodorant."



And yeah of course I don't smell it on men, because I’m rarely that close up to a man to smell them like that. A woman though, that’s why I mention I smell it on them, because there have been times where I’m that close up to a girl where I smell the natural scent of... skin... I guess? And the natural skin smell is not preferable to the smell of fresh soap/perfume which morning shower people are more likely to have still emanating off of them.

I would never want to live in a future where my death would be cause for celebration. And not a good celebration way like a celebration of their life type way. I mean a "good riddance took long enough the world is better in his absence" type way. I think it's. going to become a growing trend where more and more people are goign to celebrated in such a way. Thanks to the widespread use of the internet and the many avenues and which someone can spread their thoughts, there will be more and more people who piss people off in a widespread way where not only will there be more assassination attempts, but more celebrated deaths. It's a strange world we live in. But hey, these people are making money and get cocky from spreading hate so I guess it comes with the territory. Just gotta know how to time it right. Its simialr to gang culture where theres only two routes you are lead to, jail or murdered, but I guess for these super "outspoken" insane af political extremist, there only two routes are canceled or assassinated.

I’m serious too. I have yet to see any person who was successful who made me go "WOAH! OK now THAT is the smartest person possible. It's truly unachievable for me to ever surmount to the level of intellect they have." It just has never happened. Why? Because they are literally just average people who have a certain amount of training in something. It's no different than someone who builds houses, or a plumber, or a teacher, or a custodian, or an UPS package handler, or a cashier. You do something long enough, you get good at it. That’s it. And it's even worse for the people who are "businessmen" or "managers" or whatever tf high-level title. They are literally doing a whole bunch of nothing and are celebrated for it. Like all these jobs and ideas and skillsets are no different. With enough time, anyone can do anything. That’s the ultimate red pill. It’s just some people spend their time in different ways.