In this episode, we unpack the uncomfortable tension that can sometimes exist between women — especially when it feels unprovoked or unnecessary.

We reflect on experiences where women have been mean or hostile toward us "for no reason," and what we discovered when we looked deeper. As light-skinned, conventionally attractive women who grew up with access to education and opportunity, we acknowledge that we move through the world with advantages rooted in colorism, proximity to beauty standards, and the experience of often being "chosen."

We didn't create those systems — but we do benefit from them.

We talk honestly about how constantly being overlooked, never feeling chosen, or growing up outside of the beauty standard can harden someone. How that pain can sometimes manifest as resentment toward women who appear to have it "easier." And how layered and systemic these dynamics really are.

We also acknowledge a harder truth: while we don't consciously weaponize our privileges, there are women who look like us who do. And that reality contributes to the narrative.

But this conversation isn't about defensiveness — it's about responsibility.

We discuss our responsibility to go out of our way to be kind in those moments. To soften instead of react. To reshape the narrative. To build community over competition. To create safety instead of reinforcing hostility with our sisters.

Giving grace doesn't mean excusing behavior. It means understanding where it may come from — and choosing to respond in a way that heals instead of divides.

If you've ever felt tension with other women, questioned the role beauty standards play in female dynamics, or wondered how to create sisterhood instead of rivalry — this episode goes there.

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