In this episode of When Heaven Was Silent, the story begins.

Before the control. Before the silence. Before the loss.

This episode explores how love, faith, and obedience quietly became intertwined — and how a desire to be “good,” chosen, and faithful laid foundations that were never meant to carry so much weight.

Through honest storytelling and spiritual reflection, this episode looks at the beliefs formed before the pain — the early conditioning that teaches many women to shrink, stay quiet, and confuse endurance with faithfulness.

This is not an episode about blame. It’s about understanding.

If you’ve ever:

• Confused obedience with love

• Felt chosen as proof of worth

• Learned to stay quiet to keep the peace

• Believed endurance was a sign of faith

This episode is for you.

When Heaven Was Silent is a faith-centred podcast for women healing quietly — exploring faith, identity, emotional attachment, and recovery after relational and spiritual harm.

A Christian Testimony of Abuse, Loss, Faith & Spiritual Silence

When Heaven Was Silent is a faith-centred Christian podcast for women who are healing quietly.

In this premiere episode, the host shares a powerful Christian testimony of surviving domestic abuse, experiencing profound loss, and learning how to trust God when He felt silent.

This episode reveals the true story behind the podcast — from discovering dyslexia and being told writing would never be possible, to feeling called by God to speak and create during one of the darkest seasons of life. It explores the emotional and spiritual toll of walking through the UK family court system, navigating trauma, and holding onto faith in Jesus when answers never came.

This is not a story of instant healing or easy faith. It is a story of obedience, surrender, and trusting God in the silence.

• Domestic abuse or toxic relationships

• The loss of a child

• Trauma caused by the family court system

• Feeling abandoned or unheard by God

• Trying to keep faith when Heaven feels silent

This Christian podcast episode offers honesty, reflection, and hope for anyone walking through pain, grief, or spiritual silence — and wondering if God is still at work behind the scenes.