🎙️ GROWN MAN SHIT PODCAST | EPISODE 1

"I Burned the Old Me in Sedona: From Controlled to Unleashed"

DESCRIPTION:
This episode ain’t polished. Ain’t safe. Ain’t for church boys who still need permission to grow.
This is the real story of what happens when a man lets his old self die — and finally meets God on God’s terms.

I’m not talking about sermons or scriptures. I’m talking about confrontation.
A prophetic moment in Tempe. A spiritual gut punch in Sedona.
And a resurrection that religion could’ve never orchestrated.

If you’ve ever felt like you were doing everything “right” and still felt off inside — this one’s for you.

🔥 What I unpack in this episode:

• The real cost of pastoring for 25 years while dying inside.

• The prophetic confrontation that called me out for playing small spiritually.

• How “surrender control” went from a phrase to a fire that burned the old me.

• Why Source speaks outside of pulpits — and how a white woman in Sedona proved it.

• The difference between surviving through religion and living in resurrection.

• • Why I call Him Source, and how I finally stopped performing for God.

  
  

  🧠 Ask yourself:

• • What part of me needs to burn so I can finally breathe?

  • Am I leading my life, or just managing my image?

  • Have I confused loyalty to religion with alignment to God?

  • What is the river I keep standing in front of but refuse to cross?

• • Am I ready to stop playing church and start living free?

  
  

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  • Tell me what broke you open. What resurrected you. What spoke to your soul.

  This ain’t motivation.
  This is a call to remember who the hell you are.

  RAH-KAI.
  You ready? Let’s go.