Becoming Everything I Am

Journal 008 | Old vs New – Who Are You Becoming Inside This Chapter? (New Rhythms, Wise Stewardship, Sustainable Work)

A new chapter doesn’t just change your environment; it exposes your patterns. In this journal, I’m processing the tension between my old ways and who I’m becoming: resisting the pull to keep starting new things, choosing to build what already exists, and letting purpose shape my rhythm. This is about becoming inside the blessing with discipline, knowledge, and wise stewardship.

Theme flow: old vs new → identity → tension → shift → new rhythms → becoming is the work → wise stewardship → fatherhood mirror → re-dig the well

What you will hear

• The tension between creating new ideas fast vs building sustainable products

• Why “just because it works” doesn’t mean the work is done

• The shift that happens when purpose starts leading your output

• New rhythms for a new season: developing what you’ve already built

• A real example: moving a recipe card app from web to Android without chasing the next new project

• Fatherhood as a mirror: presence, experiences, and the environment you create

• A mirror question for your week: what part of you needs re-digging so your new season can flow?

Scripture anchor

Genesis 25–26: Isaac and the wells, knowing when to move and when to stay, responding with wisdom, not reaction, and stewarding revelation with instruction and knowledge.

One question for you

Now that you’ve entered a new chapter, who are you becoming inside it, and what old well in you needs re-digging so your new season can flow?

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Journal 007 | Are You Ready to Step Into What You Prayed For? (Consistency Comes With a Sacrifice)

This journal is about stepping into answered prayer and realising the door you asked for comes with weight. I’m processing what it feels like to receive feedback in a real project, recognising I’m ready for the challenge, and accepting the cost that consistency demands. This is about moving with faith, not hype, and choosing responsibility when the next chapter won’t build itself.

Theme flow: prayer → feedback → readiness → sacrifice → responsibility → action faith → Genesis 23–24 → mirror question

What you will hear

• Why client feedback revealed I’m ready, not behind

• The difference between building for yourself vs building for someone who’s paying you

• How consistency trains you to stay, learn, and rise instead of walking away

• Why “the next chapter won’t build itself” is a responsibility statement, not motivation

• The real cost: sacrifice, discipline, and leaving old environments behind

• Why faith is not waiting: faith is movement, especially in purpose

• A mirror question for your week: where is life asking you to walk through the open door?

Scripture anchor

Genesis 23–24: stepping forward after endings, the weight of becoming and the order that follows obedience.

One question for you

Where in your week are you standing at an open door, and you’re afraid to walk through it even though you prayed for it?

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Journal 006 | Logos Time – Can You Trust What God Asks Next? (Peace, Not Adrenaline)

Sometimes the next step feels heavier, not because you’re unready but because it’s time. In this journal, I’m processing what I call Logos Time: when faith, works, and opportunity align with God’s wisdom, and what’s required next is responsibility, not just excitement. I share how an unexpected back-end developer opportunity arrived “smooth”, and how I recognised the difference between adrenaline and peace when it’s truly alignment.

Theme flow: clarity → logos timing → responsibility → opportunity → peace vs adrenaline → time stewardship → Genesis 21–22 → surrender → mirror question

What you will hear

• What “Logos Time” looks like: the signs that it’s earned, aligned, responsible, and peaceful

• Why luck excites you, but Logos timing steadies you

• A real moment: a back-end developer opportunity aligned with work I’d just been doing (sentiment API), and it didn’t feel rushed, it felt peaceful

• Why purpose can feel like a “cheat” when you get to take care of the people you love by doing what you love

• The cost of alignment: managing time, respecting the system, and refusing to waste time

• Why clarity isn’t a voice but the evidence of consistency

Scripture anchor
Genesis 21–22: clarity is built through remembered faithfulness, and trust gets tested at the next level “Will you trust me when I ask you for the thing I gave you?”

One question for you
Now that you can hear Me clearly, will you trust what I’m asking you to do next?

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