Romantic love might be the thing humans chase hardest and understand least. In this episode, Cynthia Marks welcomes back Dr. Loren Weiner, the show's in-house expert on the work of Dr. Bernard Bail, to look honestly at why love goes the way it does, and why so much of it runs on a definition we inherited before we could speak. Loren makes a direct case: the "type" you're drawn to, the chemistry you can't explain, the person everyone says is perfect but somehow leaves you cold, all of it traces back to the imprint, the unconscious ball of a mother's own pain and limitation that gets passed to a child in the womb. If the love we first knew did not quite feel like love, that becomes the blueprint we carry out into the world looking for more of the same.

The conversation works through real patient dreams that show the pattern in motion: a woman who pictures herself eight months pregnant with a man who cannot show up on time, a dream that asks "am I a gold digger" and turns out to be about the riches of love rather than money, and a victory parade that signals she has finally found something that feels calm and good. Loren and Cynthia talk about proceeding slowly enough to feel what a person actually stirs in you, the difference between forgiveness and spiritual bypass, and the larger idea at the heart of Bail's work, that we arrive carrying a memory of pure love and spend our lives trying to find our way back to it. The hopeful part: when you dismantle enough of the imprint and discover who you really are beneath it, love has somewhere to land.

This is And Now Love. Listen to your dreams and live from your heart. Please follow, rate, and share the podcast, and pass this episode along to someone who might need it.

0:33 — Welcome, Dr. Loren Weiner

3:46 — What the Imprint Is

10:44 — The Wrong Definition of Love

17:09 — Why We Hold On to Suffering

18:46 — Dreams of a Woman Afraid to Be Alone

27:05 — The Pregnancy Dream and the Man Who Won't Show Up

35:00 — Proceed Slowly and Trust Your Feelings

41:27 — Love, God, and the Soul's Curriculum

49:03 — Why We Suffer, and Changing the World

53:19 — The Victory Parade Dream

57:28 — Getting Truthful About What Wasn't Love

Los Angeles Institute for Right Brain Practices: www.lairp.org

What does it actually take to heal a community and change the way we handle conflict? In this powerful episode, Cynthia Marks sits down with Carlos Alvarez, founder of LAIRP — the Los Angeles Institute for Right Brain Practices — whose own journey is as remarkable as the work he does. Carlos grew up in southeast LA surrounded by gangs, was pulled into that life young, and, by his own account, watched most of the friends he came up with end up in prison or gone. What made the difference for him was connection: a strong early foundation, an inner "witness," and a teacher who reestablished his sense of safety when he'd lost it. Today, Carlos uses the science of how our brains process emotion to redesign school discipline, interrupt community violence, and help people truly connect.

Carlos and Cynthia explore the neuroscience of dysregulation and "synchrony" — why we need another regulated human being to help us find our way out of survival — and how that understanding transforms the way we treat so-called "highly spirited" kids. He shares the restorative systems he built inside schools, the difference between misbehavior and stress behavior, the heavy and sometimes dangerous reality of gang-intervention work, and why real change has to come from within. Woven all the way through is the theme at the heart of this show: Dr. Bail's emphasis on the right brain, the feminine, early attachment, and the belief that it's connection and love — not punishment — that actually heal us.

This is And Now Love. Listen to your dreams and live from your heart. Please follow, rate, and share the podcast, and pass this episode along to someone who might need it.

0:37 — Welcome, Carlos Alvarez

1:55 — Growing Up: Love, Then Dysregulation

3:41 — Addiction, Gangs, and the Need to Belong

8:44 — Miss Medina: The Teacher Who Reached Him

13:21 — The Pull of Power and a Double Life

20:52 — Becoming Mr. Alvarez

25:40 — The Danger of Gang Intervention Work

34:40 — Finding Kids on the Street: The Power of Synchrony

40:00 — Into the Schools: Redesigning Discipline

45:46 — Stress Behavior Isn't Misbehavior

52:00 — A Global Team and the Fight to Keep Going

57:00 — Feminine Energy, Nature, and Slowing Down

As AI reshapes the world at a dizzying pace, the most important question might not be what machines can do — but what stays irreplaceably human. In this fascinating episode, Cynthia Marks sits down with Dr. Vivienne Ming, a theoretical neuroscientist, serial entrepreneur, and self-described "professional mad scientist" whose work spans using machine learning to reunite refugee families and inventing AI to help manage her own son's diabetes. Drawing on her book Robot Proof: When Machines Have All the Answers, Build Better People, Vivienne makes a hopeful, deeply human case: the goal isn't artificial intelligence on its own, but hybrid intelligence — people and AI together, with the human firmly in the lead.

Vivienne shares what decades of research reveal about the traits that actually predict a good life — curiosity, resilience, intellectual humility, and the courage to be wrong — and why those "foundation skills" matter more than ever now that the right answers are free in everyone's pocket. She and Cynthia explore how to use AI to make yourself sharper rather than lazier, the quiet cost of over-reliance, and why, in this moment in history, it's your unique voice that makes you valuable. Vivienne also shares her own remarkable story — from a childhood weighed down by impossible expectations to years of hardship, and the hard-won decision to build a life of meaning by making other people's lives better. It's a conversation that lands right at the heart of this show: that discovering and honoring who we truly are is how we thrive, in any age.

This is And Now Love. Listen to your dreams and live from your heart. Please follow, rate, and share the podcast, and pass this episode along to someone who might need it.

0:39 — Welcome, Dr. Vivienne Ming

3:07 — Robot Proof and the Skills That Last

7:13 — What Stays Uniquely Human

12:45 — When Students Beat the Experts

18:39 — The Google Maps Warning

25:54 — Your Unique Voice Is What Makes You Valuable

29:56 — Three Ways to Build Better Humans

35:51 — The Guild Story: Beyond the Pedigree

46:41 — Being Wrong Is How We Learn

51:47 — Vivienne's Story: Failure and Finding Meaning