What if the bravest thing you ever did wasn’t believing, but telling the truth? A Row With Two Chairs is a raw, deeply human story about survival, faith, failure, love, and the long road back to yourself. After a near-fatal overdose, Scott Mocha doesn’t find instant transformation, clean answers, or a polished testimony. Instead, he begins a long, uncomfortable unraveling, one that takes him through addiction, ambition, ministry culture, disillusionment with organized religion, radical honesty, romantic risk, and ultimately, reconciliation with a father he never fully felt accepted by. This is not an audiobook about becoming perfect. It’s a audiobook about becoming present.

Told with cinematic intimacy and unflinching vulnerability, A Row With Two Chairs explores what happens when performance collapses and the only thing left is truth. From missionary life in Paris, to walking away from institutions that promised purpose but delivered pressure, to learning how to love without needing approval, this story asks the question most of us are afraid to face: Have I taken what I’ve been given and made a life worth saving?

This audiobook is especially for:

• People who walked away from church but didn’t walk away from God
• High achievers who succeeded outwardly but felt empty inside
• Anyone rebuilding after addiction, burnout, or spiritual disillusionment
• Listeners who want meaning without manipulation
• Those who suspect grace might be real, but aren’t sure they deserve it.

A Row With Two Chairs doesn’t preach. It doesn’t sell certainty. It doesn’t tie things up neatly. It tells the truth. And in doing so, it offers something rare: permission to stop performing, stop pretending, and sit honestly with the life you’re already living. Because sometimes belief isn’t the brave part. Sometimes, living with the truth is.